Kataomoi

Se vede ca n-am mai postat de mult timp pe blog. Nu ca nu as fi avut destul timp, dar se pare ca altceva m-a preocupat in mod deosebit. Ma framanta o intrebare... poate parea cam stupida la prima vedere, dar daca stii ce sa cauti in ea, nu ti se va mai parea de loc atat de stupida. De ce se intampla sa iubesti persoana nepotrivita? De ce iubirea pe care tu o simti nu te lasa sa-i destainui acelei persoane tot ce simti pentru ea? Sa fie oare frica? Frica de ce? De un nou inceput? Si apoi, de ce ne-ar fi frica sa incepem ceva atat de frumos? Iata ca, o intrebare (si anume prima) poate isca multe si nenumarate alte intrebari. Dar pe mine ma farmanta intrebarile astea de aproape de ceva timp. Nu stiam ce vreau de la viata, asa cum nici acum nu sunt inca sigura. Dar l-am intanlit... intr-o frumoasa zi de vara, acum aproape 3 ani. Si asa incepe si, mai mereu, se continua povestea mea. La momentul potrivit, o sa dezvalui numele norocosului. Pana atunci, nu voi inceta sa-l iubesc. O iubire neconditionata, nedestainuita.

Nemurenai hodo suki desu
Kanawanai chiisana koi
Kimi nan desu kimi no koto desu
Futon no naka mogurikonda kedo

Mabushii sono yokogao
Zenzen todokanai yo
Wasurenakya wasurerarenai
Kokoro no naka afureru

Kono kataomoi ni owari ga aru no nara
Oshiete yo
Kono kataomoi wo kizuite hoshii
Atomodori dekinai koi nan desu

Doushitano genki nai ne
Nozoita shinpaigao
Kimi nan desu kimi no sei desu
Tsukue no naka shimaikon dakedo

Yasashii sono kotoba ni
Utsumuku hoppeta kao
Tsutaetai tsutaerarenai
Kokoro no naka yureteru

Kono kataomoi ni owari ga nai no nara
Sore demo ii
Kono kataomoi wo mamotte hoshii
Mada nani mo dekinai boku nan desu

Kokuhaku nanka shitara
Egao sae mirenakunaru kara
Koko kara mitsumeru dake de
Kamawanai yo

Kono kataomoi ni owari ga nai no nara
Sore demo ii

Kono kataomoi wo mamotte hoshii
Mada nani mo dekinai
(Kataomoi no chiisana koi - Tegomass)

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I love you so much that I can’t sleep
This little love will not come true
It is you, it’s you
I slip into the futon but

Your side profile is so bright
I can’t reach it at all
I have to forget you, but I can’t forget you
It is flooding my heart

If there’s an end to this unrequited love
Please tell me
I want you to notice this unrequited love
This is a love that cannot be reversed

“What’s wrong? You look down”
You ask with a worried face
It is you, it’s because of you
I shut my words in my desk but

Your words are so gentle
I look down with a flushed face
i want to tell you, but i can’t tell it
My heart wavers inside

If there isn’t an end to this unrequited
I’m okay with it
Let me protect this unrequited love
Still unable to do anything
That’s me

If I did confess to you
I won’t be able to see your smile anymore
Just watching you from afar
I don’t mind it

If there isn’t an end to this unrequited love
I’m okay with it
Let me protect this unrequited love
I’m still unable to do anything

If there is an end to this unrequited love
Please tell me
I want you to notice this unrequited love
This is a love that cannot be reversed